695th - Biased huh?

Yes, totally. 

I hate biased people.

If you're biased to them, just say that you don't like me/us lah. No point criticizing me and the others. When we do it nicely/ good enough, nobody praises us. But when we do it wrong, you give us/me the fucking idiot look. 

I'm not perfect. Even though I'm older, it doesn't automatically mean that I'm better. Its just that I'm more experienced. So you don't assume that I'm better than them. I might be stupid. You don't know. 

I want to practice at home, but because of the crazy neighbour and my dad, I can't. 

Fuck the crazy neighbours. *F*

For my dad, I can't do anything cause he's my dad. I'll get slapped if I play it one more time.

At school, having LSPs going on almost everyday, I can't even make it to prac on time. How do you expect me to find time to practice. 

I'm quite a slow learner and I have fat fingers and a short tongue. 

I started to learn it one and a half year later than the others. I have more to do compared to the other. I'm not a genius. I don't pick up skills immediately. So don't expect me to do so. I know it's what I've supposed to have learnt, but I can confess that I am not the best among us. 

It's hard to take up such an important post when I've started learning later than everyone else. I am very stressed in every thing. 

I know I look very diligent and whatever shit, but I'm actually not that diligent.

I suck at time managing. I can't complete my work on time. ITS FUCKING IRRITATING.

And honestly, I DON'T LIKE YOU like what I think that you don't like me and the others.

YOU'RE JUST BIASED. Even idiots can tell.

Biased like shit. 

I FUCKING HATE BIASED PEOPLE. I know I'm ugly. I'm fat. I'm stupid. I'm short. 

But reality is that people like pretty people. With barbie doll faces and body.